5 Things

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1. Why would I ever, ever, ever make the decision to give up caffeine and sugar the week before I have a CT scan to find out, you know, about CANCER. 

2. I have cheated more times than I can count.

3. I still haven't heard from the doctor's office, and I'm pretty sure that waiting 4 days for test results is cruel and unusual punishment.

4. I'm putting on my big girl pants and making myself call tomorrow morning and demand ask very sweetly for answers.

5. Seriously. I've cheated alot.


Comments

Cheryl said…
I'm so sorry you haven't heard anything yet. I have been waiting and checking your blog all day. Let's hope that no news is good news. Just remember, tomorrow is Friday so you HAVE to get answers tomorrow -- or you will have to go through the weekend.
Still praying for you. Now praying you will get the much needed answers quickly.
10:10 PM
one of nettie's girls said…
Waiting this long cancels all resolutions, best intentions, promise, fill in the blank! Eat it, drink it, scream at it....whatever feels right at the moment.
10:17 PM
MyEbella aka Kim said…
Giving up sugar and coffee... Why would we ever want to do that... :)
10:33 PM
outlawgang said…
How about we all give it up for you....and you indulge all you want!! That sounds fair, considering!
11:47 PM
joelsgirl said…
If it would help your test come back negative, I would give it all up, but since it has no impact, I'm gonna kepe my habit. But I'm praying for you. Much more powerful. : )
3:30 AM
Suzanne Williams said…
I absolutely love it when your blog pops up in my reader. Your writing is a joy to read and you're such an inspiration to other women. Thank you for being you! Prayer coming your way for your results.
8:52 AM
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